This isn’t good. I don’t know how to describe it, but it isn’t good. Everyone is freaking out and I can feel it. I think it’s affecting the garden, too – or at least my stress from this whole situation is.

It’s scary, knowing that everything could be upheaved in a mere moment. Hearing the others discuss what they think should be done after the Queen is gone is honestly painful to hear. I don’t like her in the slightest, but the way some of them talk scares me. They’re tired, angry, stressed, scared, and ready to be done. I don’t think anybody would actually try anything, but it hurts to see them all in so much pain. Sometimes I wonder what lengths everyone is willing to go to to gain their own ideals.

There’s a new bill getting passed soon. She wants all of hybridkind dead, from what I’ve gathered. It’s wrong. It’s horrible and it’s sickening and it’s wrong.

It’s fucking genocide.

And for what reason? Because she’s the only one allowed to be a hybrid in this world? AllWings don’t even count as real hybrids! They’re created using animus magic!

I don’t know where to stand anymore most days. I hate her and her fucked-up ideals and plans and the way she treats everyone around her, but I can’t just talk about wishing she’d die faster like some of the others do. That’s not the kind of dragon I want to be.

I hope it won’t be too much longer now, especially with the recent news about her health. She’s getting sicker every day. It’ll be over soon enough. We just have to hold out a bit longer.

Please, let us hold out a bit longer.

Please, don’t let evil taint this kingdom any further.